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10 years 2 months ago #1774 by Fireflame
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If you consider what I wrote to be nasty and abusive than I'm afraid you've been out of touch with the real world for far too long, Angelman. But this is what happens when you ignore the plights of others; I suppose being a 'shining ball of light' causes you to forget what it's like to be a decent human being. I hope you continue to have a safe, secure existence in your bubble.

Kerry, we might be in control of our own destinies but we can't control what enters our realities and what doesn't, we can only deal with them when the time comes; spiritualists, it seems, don't believe in demons; well, atheists don't believe in God, but does it make them right? I'm very much in touch with reality and not so arrogant to presume that we are entirely in control of what goes on in our lives, rather that we only have the power to deal with it appropriately or inappropriately.

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10 years 2 months ago #1775 by nibiru13
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hmmm im really not sure where this topic is going
but i will say something and i really hope nobody takes this the wrong way
i dont think its in my nature to try to pretend this didnt happen, i mean i was physically touched and not lightly either,
and i also do not believe i attracted this evil thing to me either
and this is more of a question then a statement, if like does attract like, wouldnt that mean that i was or had been somewhat evil myself???
i also find it hard to stomach that this demon/evil being, or whatever it was, was serving a higher purpose, i didnt feel like this was the case at all, i mean i would welcome any kind of genuine help from the spirit world, this thing that touched me, didnt have any good intentions towards me, and u may think, well how do you know???
well what i perhaps lack in spiritual knowledge, i think i make up for in my intuition, which lately ive been suprised just how powerful this could be,
i really do know when this thing/demon is in my room, i can just sense it, so for me turning a blind eye, and pretending its not there, is near impossible
one thing im pleased about is since i was touched ive not sensed anything, nor had any more bad experiences, this is not because i stopped fearing it, or forgetting about it, im not sure i ever will, maybe it is because ive laid off pretty much anything spiritual lately
i did feel that there was alot more bad energy, the more i was learning, and trying to become more spiritual then what i had been
could it be that this thing was trying to deter me from becoming closer to my heart, from experiencing oneness
its just a theory, and its a strange coincidence this bad energy started the same time
and its odd how its all stopped because ive halted anything spiitual
not that i think its the answer, as im not going to let anything stop me on this journey
i just needed time for it to sink in and for me to see what my options were regarding this evil entity, and i call it that because it just was, in my eyes anyway,
i have taken some steps to rid this thing from my life and that was getting in touch with
essex paranormal investigation team, and i was pleasantly suprised by their response which was

Hi George.

I realize that coming over Monday may be a bit of short notice for you so if you rather us come at a more convieniant time that is fine any evening in the week will be good. When we investigate we do it in 3 stages, Stage one is an informal Interview where we ask you all about what you are experiancing and record it, Stage 2 is where we come in and conduct our experiments and determin for ourselves what is happening and try to record it visually or audibly on recorders. Stage 3 of the investigation will involve us getting one of our top specialists in to preform what we call a clearing and removing the spirit/s on that are causing the trouble. We will then keep in touch with you and all being well you will never need our services again, however sometimes they do come back and as we will have stage 1 and 2 on record we know what we are dealing with and can come back but jump straight into stage 3 for you as to save time. We will do our upmost to help you and get the help you need. We do not charge for any of this. However we do donate money to charity so if you are happy to donate us some money then we will just pass it over to one of our charities. Thank You for contacting us and i hope to hear back from you very soon

i was very pleased to get this email and because my intuition told me to not just accept this, i am infact less fearful,
i am going to wait for a bit because everythings been fine since that horrible morning, but if anything happens again then i know there will be a team round to professionally asess what this thing is, these are highly trained people and that has given me a level of comfort

i do listen to each and every post and i take from these posts what feels right in my heart
thats not to say im not grateful for everyones time and input, because even if i dont take your advice i still take it all in and learn a great deal

i feel comfortable and confident now that i can resume this journey, i dont think it was purely a choice to be on but rather i felt compelled in my heart.

thankyou everyone

george

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10 years 2 months ago #1776 by nibiru13
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angelman i have a question if you dont mind me asking, i have asked this before but didnt get any replies regarding this,
as your a shayman id like to hear your thoughts on ayahuasca, as im sure you know is a shaymanistic tea/brew, that shaymans and students drink to gain visions/insight into the spirit world,
i did but the ingredients months ago, but didnt feel like i had enough knowledge then but now i do, from the many things ive read it can help cure a variety of illneses, such as depressions/addiction/astma and for most people this brew has a lasting effect on the drinker, i do feel like this could benefit me greatly, and i have alot of respect for this healing plant as its called,
now if i had the choice id rather journey with the tea under the guidance of a shayman in a jungle setting such as peru or brazil, but this isnt gonna be likely for some time as it would cost more then i have
this would be done outdoors by a fire and i would have a sitter with me at all times

what are your thoughts on this, and from your point of view, a shaymans point of view do you feel this would be beneficial to me.

thankyou for reading

look forward to your response

george

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10 years 2 months ago - 10 years 2 months ago #1779 by Angelman
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nibiru13 wrote: angelman i have a question if you dont mind me asking, i have asked this before but didnt get any replies regarding this,
as your a shayman id like to hear your thoughts on ayahuasca, as im sure you know is a shaymanistic tea/brew, that shaymans and students drink to gain visions/insight into the spirit world,
i did but the ingredients months ago, but didnt feel like i had enough knowledge then but now i do, from the many things ive read it can help cure a variety of illneses, such as depressions/addiction/astma and for most people this brew has a lasting effect on the drinker, i do feel like this could benefit me greatly, and i have alot of respect for this healing plant as its called,
now if i had the choice id rather journey with the tea under the guidance of a shayman in a jungle setting such as peru or brazil, but this isnt gonna be likely for some time as it would cost more then i have
this would be done outdoors by a fire and i would have a sitter with me at all times

what are your thoughts on this, and from your point of view, a shaymans point of view do you feel this would be beneficial to me.

thankyou for reading

look forward to your response

george


Hi GEORGE

Ayahuasca is a powerful hallucinogenic and should not be used without supervision in my opinion.
I have never used it myself as I don't believe we need to alter our state of mind with any substances to get guidance from spirit.( I have done in the past but not with Ayahuasca)
There is a huge "spiritual tourist" market surrounding it nowadays, the in thing to do, if you do decide to use it I would advise you connect with someone who has experience with it.

That said I would not feel that it would be beneficial to you, it is to near your experience with the dark ones and Ayahuasca is just like any other TRIP it can go bad and get very scary, unless you are ready to face them down, because they most likely will be waiting for you.
I help people connect with their guides and angels from a simple meditative state or mild trance using a drum and they can feel the energy of the guides and angels touching them, so I have no doubt that the dark ones can touch us as well.

You meet your guides wherever you are, so it don't matter if your in a jungle or desert you create your own sacred space with your intentions and the energy flowing from you.

I'm not into the entertainment and showmanship that many shamanic traditions offer, be careful who you connect with. I would urge you to continue to trust your intuition but also check with your heart and your head to, when these 3 are saying yes or no about anything listen to them and act on them.
If you are unsure don't act until you are sure. patience is good

Paul
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